A Beautiful Chanel Ad - I wish I were Nicole!!!!

I LOVE this Ad. Wow! I would love to be Nicole here, and have such a lover!!!! HOT!!!! Yes! ciao ciao Carolyn

Harisu - a beautiful Transgender in South Korea

This is a ad for cosmetics and they selected Harisu - a transsexual. The trick in the ad is - she shows her Adams Apple to show that she is a transgender. (And exactly for that reason, some TS's have a tracheal shave as part of their operation.) ciao ciao Carolyn Need some extra money? Then... Click Here!

Claudia shows what she has....

Janice Dickinson and Claudia (Transexual Model) This is a video showing somewhat more of Claudia's skin ... I thought the men out there would like it... ciao ciao Carolyn PS - to earn some extra money directly at your PC, think about this... Click Here!

Claudia's 2nd Appearance on Tyra Show
Again, more of Claudia.... Pictures are worth more than a thousand words.... Carolyn PS why not earn some extra cash just taking surveys? Click Here!

A beautiful Transgender Model - Part 1 - the Janice Dickinson Modeling Agency Yes, Cinderella Stories can still happen!!! Hurray! Carolyn Yes, think about this....earn money taking online surveys! Click Here!

A Positive News Story about Transgenders

Click on the title to this article to see the newspaper report with photo... I like reading about transgenders who positively present themselves to non-transgendered. It takes courage that I myself didn't have for many many years. Carolyn R-E-S-P-E-C-T! A personal essay on the Filipino transgendered experience By Francis “Chuck” Gomez AS I began to traverse the vast terrain of modern transgender politics and ideology in preparation for this story, I realized that I am no expert in the field and subject of transgender identity. Like most people, I too have my preconceived notions on the issue and concept of the transgender experience. And like most people, before my research on this story, the formulated notions and opinions on the transgender experience that I came up with are anchored on flimsy assumptions that are mostly based on things that I think I am aware of and already know. Objectively, this story is based on my personal assumptions that are rooted on my comprehension of the interviews that I conducted. Subjectively, I have a hidden agenda: My yearning to at least be within the proximity of being able to understand transgender politics. The purpose of this story is to peek at the female transgender experience in the Philippines. The questions in my mind were paradoxically basic yet complex: Are there actual transgendered women in the country? What are they like? Are they gay, like me? And ultimately, what exactly is the definition of the word “transgender”—is it a legitimate part of the lexicon of gender, or is it merely a term coined by certain individuals to concretize their abstract feelings about themselves? I asked these questions because I believe that transgendered women (my interest on transgendered men is yet to be explored) have been relegated to the margins of the people who have celebrated and championed the emergence and noble cause of gender studies. My journey was ignited by my first encounter with transgendered women in one of the sessions of STRAP (Society of Transsexual Women of the Philippines) a couple of months ago. My friend V, a post-op transgendered woman (meaning she underwent a sexual reassignment procedure), is one of the cofounders of the organization. The members hold sessions at V’s office in Quezon City, at least once a month. The central mission and vision of STRAP is to provide a space for Filipino transgendered women, where they can find a support group of other transgendered women, who fully understand both the actual and vicarious experiences unique to them from day to day. The organization’s structure democratic, so that Filipino transgendered women can learn more about themselves through dialogue, discussions and exposure. In my eagerness to meet other transgendered women besides V, I decided to visit one of STRAP’s meetings. There were about 15 tansgendered women present at the session. V introduced me to each of them, after which we exchanged pleasantries and small talk. Not wanting to overstay my welcome, I excused myself before they went on to business and kissed all 15 of my sisters on the cheek. I casually said: “O mga bakla, enjoy kayo ha! [Have fun, you gays!],” to which someone politely but firmly replied, “Hindi kami mga bakla, babae kami [We are not gays, we are women].” Of course, I was startled since I did not mean to offend them. Gay men like me use the word “bakla” so casually when we refer to other people in an informal manner, and especially other gay men. I quickly apologized and said, “Sorry sister, expression ko lang yun pag nagsasalita ako [that’s just my expression whenever I speak].” The group, knowing that I meant no offense, just smiled and waved friendly goodbyes. To be honest, I found the woman’s reaction totally uncalled for, and simply tried to dismiss it as over sensitivity on her part. Still, I was bothered by the whole situation, so much so that I kept analyzing what happened just to be able to understand it, at least. What I learned is that when I referred to them as “mga bakla” [gays], I was no different from my prejudiced counterparts. I considered all the women in that meeting—my friend V included—as gay men like me. It turned out as I continued my research that I was so wrong. Eventually, I saw that the cause of transgendered women is legitimately logical and is no different from the cause of other subalterns such as women, third-world citizens and gay men and women. Seeing Sas Myth: Transgendered women are men who desire and aspire to be women, or “women trapped in men’s bodies” as the popular saying goes. Fact: Transgendered women are not gay; they are women. They do not aspire and desire to become women because they already are women in the first place. I distinguished myth from fact when I interviewed Sas Sasot, a transgendered woman who cofounded STRAP with V. Sas is all-woman—very feminine. When I met her, she was wearing a hip outfit, which consisted of a pair of platform shoes and a white blouse over a pair of faded blue boot-cut jeans. She even wore her hair in a ponytail, complete with light makeup on her pretty face. There is no trace of masculinity in her, be it in her movements or speech. Sas is not a man trying to pass herself as a woman. More important, she is not a man who wants to be a woman. Born in Manila with an assigned sex male on May 27, 1982, Sas has always considered herself a woman. “I was never confused. As far as I could remember I have always been a woman. I always placed myself in female groupings whenever I would play as a child, and believe it or not, the fact that I was assigned male at birth was never a problem for me. I just knew that I was woman,” she begun her story. In her senior year in high school, Sas wanted to understand more about herself and started to research on the concepts of transsexual and transgender. “Learning about transsexuals and transgenders was almost like an obsession. I read up on articles and journals as well as academic and medical findings, in the hope to empower myself in further understanding and appreciating how I feel and think about myself. It was a matter of looking for the precise language that will articulate the very nature of my existence.” What Sas was looking for—that which she eventually found in STRAP—was a place devoid of prejudice and stereotypical notions. A place where she can be free to be what she believes she was designed to be: A woman. “Although I was very lucky to have a handful of friends back in high school—who understood and accepted my womanhood—there were still several people who look at me as merely pa-girl [acting like a girl in a playful manner], or nagmamaganda [making out herself to be better than others]. Despite all these comments, I never judged my friends with their choices and how they viewed and considered themselves. I continued, though, to look for other women like me.” In the middle of Sas’ sharing, a single question ran through my mind: What exactly are the fundamental tenets that make an individual a transgendered woman? The thorough explanation According to Sas, it is believed, as a by-product of hegemonic modern research and knowledge, that an individual’s assigned sex, gender identity, gender expression and sexual preference are all interconnected with each other. The conventional and foundational belief of the existing majority of people when it comes to gender formation is that a person’s assigned sex must conform in a linear fashion with his or her gender identity, gender expression, and ultimately, sexual preference. Assigned sex is what doctors declare upon the birth of an infant. This is determined on whether an infant possesses a penis or a vagina. Gender identity, or “affirmed sex” as referred to by the Australians, is how the infant as he or she grows up perceives himself or herself to be: Whether he or she is male or female—both psychologically and emotionally. Gender identity is therefore an intrinsic and subjective decision that only an individual could determine for himself or herself. Gender expression is subject to sociocultural factors, which dictate and manipulate how a man or a woman should present himself or herself physically, especially in public. For instance, here in the Philippines, crossing one’s legs when sitting is an action associated with women. The same position, however, is considered a masculine in the United Kingdom. Sexual preference is based on which gender an individual is turned on to sexually. The dominant belief is that if an infant is declared male, he should perceive himself as male, express himself in a masculine way and should be aroused sexually by women. The same is also believed in the case of an infant assigned with the female sex. Any person who deviates from this system is considered abnormal, dysfunctional, or in a state of disorder. A classic example is the homosexual experience: Men who are born and declared as men by virtue of their penises, who identify themselves as men, who express themselves in a masculine and/or feminine fashion, either occasionally or regularly, and who are sexually attracted and sexually aroused by other men. Conservatives passionately believe that any deviation to the “linear development” of a person’s sexual/gender identity is a sin and immoral. Current studies show, however, that this is a flawed argument due to recent findings in both medical and philosophical research. The findings are as follow: In the first trimester of pregnancy, an infant’s genitals are formed. The genital formation of an individual, however, is not synchronized with the formation of his or her brain sex—the deciding factor in a human’s being’s physiology that enables an individual to determine his or her gender identity. Brain sex is formed a few years after an individual is born. What follows thereafter is the formation of one’s gender expression, which happens as early as 4 to 5 years after birth. Puberty signals the advent of one’s hormonal rush, and it is then that an individual is able to determine his or her sexual preference. In the case of transgendered women, they were declared as women upon birth, but as their brain sex develops, they identify themselves as men and thereby express themselves as men. Their sexual preference, however, could be geared toward either men and/or women. In its simplest form, transgendered women are those whose gender expression and gender identity does not conform to their assigned sex. With this mind it is therefore possible for two post-op transgendered women to have a romantic and sexual relationship with each other. Identifying the transgendered Contrary to popular belief, transgender is not under the umbrella term of homosexuality. Transgender is the umbrella term for individuals who are transvestites or cross-dressers, transsexuals and other variations, such as intersex, which is best explained and understood using the principles of chromosome formation (see sidebar). To differentiate, transvestites or cross-dressers are men with the fetish of dressing up and acting in a fashion that does not conform to their assigned sex, occasionally. For instance, a male transvestite would go to work every day presenting himself as masculine, but dresses up and acts like a woman in the weekends. Transsexuals are men and women whose assigned sex do not conform to their gender identity and expression, and would like to live out their gender identity and expression in a full-time and lifetime basis. Transgendered women for instance whose assigned sex is male live out their life—from the most mundane act of taking a bath to the more complex realm of courtship and human relationships—as the women that they are. Another popular misconception is that the cure for a transsexual condition is a sexual reassignment procedure. The politics and culture of transgendered women believe in the ideology that a sexual reassignment procedure is merely but one of many options that they have in pursuing and improving their individual lifestyles and conditions as women. This startling piece of information begged Sas and V to comment on the statement, “But you’re still born with the assigned sex male!” V replied: “Everybody is entitled to an opinion. They have to respect my opinion about myself just as I respect theirs. Opinions are never absolute truths. I feel sorry for people who express and communicate their views on transgendered men and women without even knowing the nature of the subject they are talking about. I admire them for having an opinion but I suggest that they learn more about transgenders before they talk about us.” Sas explained: “Labels are boxes. It’s either we box ourselves or others will do it for us. Everything boils down to respect. It’s a matter of respecting other people’s decision. I respect the box you created for yourself and you must respect that box that I created for myself.” At the end of my interview, I still had more questions: Who calls the shots as far as gender normalcy is concerned? What exactly is “normalcy” as far as gender is concerned? Is there a line that separates “order” and “disorder” in gender? I settled it all on a universal fact: Ultimately, gender is a sociocultural construction imposed upon individuals by people who support the dominant belief and value system, which is without a doubt very subjectively constructed. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I struggled to come up for the most appropriate ending for this story. But I can’t think of one because the story of transgendered women has merely begun . . . . -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- About the Author: Francis “Chuck” Gomez, a publicist, is also teaching Philippine Literature in English and World Literature at the De La Salle College of Saint Benilde. He is finishing a Master’s degree in Literature at the University of Santo Tomas and has taught Fiction, Poetry and Drama at the Ateneo de Manila University and Senior Communication Research at the Colegio de San Juan de Letran.

Is your Brain Male or Female? Take this test...

Susan's Place Transgender Resources for Transsexuals and Crossdressers: Library: What sex is your brain?: "What Sex Is Your Brain? condensed from 'Brain Sex: The Real Difference between Men and Women' Anne Moir and David Jessel 'Why can't a woman be more like a man?' goes the exasperated lament. Science is searching for an answer, and researchers have presented some intriguing possibilities. Men and women are different, they theorize, because the slight differences in the way their brains are constructed lead the sexes to process information in subtly different ways. That might be why men generally do better than women in tests of spatial ability -- being able to picture objects' shapes, positions and proportions accurately in the mind's eye. Similarly, boys tend to outperform girls in mathematics involving abstract concepts of space, relationships and theory. On the other hand, girls usually say their first words and learn to speak in sentences earlier than boys. Some studies have found that women speak in longer, more complex sentences than men. Also, boys outnumber girls in remedial reading classes. Stuttering and other speech defects occur more frequently among males. What are the anatomical differences in the brains of men and women that might cause these variations? In tests of brains obtained after autopsy, some researchers have found that in women, part of the corpus callosum, the bundle of fibers linking the left and right hemispheres, is bigger in relation to overall brain weight than in men. This might allow more information to be exchanged between the two sides. If so, perhaps it accords with the theory that in men, the left hemisphere of the brain is more specialized for verbal abilities than it is in women. And men seem to use the right side of their brain when working on an abstract proble"

I Used to be a Boy - a beautiful transgender
Again, it is beautiful to see a transgender who successfully makes the transition.... ciao ciao Carolyn

Transgender PSA
A little NTAC advertising for understanding for Transgenders... Carolyn

An Out-take from First Video

This was an attempt to make the first video. I didn't publish it first because I was not happy with it. But I am doing now since at least in this video you can see my face better. ciao ciao Carolyn

Again, breasts....

Just for fun, take the quizz here and see how you score.... http://www.jokaroo.com/games/whose%20tits.htm I am very jealous not to have the breasts like these women have.... ciao ciao Carolyn

The VERY FIRST Video of ME!

A friend was so nice as to help me with my very first video of me that I could upload for this blog..... here is the result. ciao ciao Carolyn Also, to earn some extra money, look and Click Here!

There's Something About Miriam

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There's Something About Miriam
Miriam was a transgender in the Big Brother program in England. ciao ciao Carolyn

Kelly Van Der Veer - Jensen
Kelly is a famous transgender in Holland. The video is in Dutch, but she is beautiful' ciao ciao Carolyn

Talk Show transvestite makeover
More on Pandora - a TV show from London... ciao ciao Carolyn

Transgender Makeovers
Pandora is a real artist. If you need to learn how to become a woman, I can recommend going to Pandora de Pledge in London. ciao ciao Carolyn

THE 12 MOST BEAUTIFUL TRANSSEXUALS AWARD
Beautiful Transgenders! I'm envious! I would have Loved to be a showgirl! Carolyn PS - earn some cash directly from your PC... Click Here!

Transsexual interview 3
The last of the transgender interviews Carolyn

Transsexual interview 2
next segment - I can also identify with her feelings... Carolyn

Transsexual interview 1
I think the title speaks for itself..... Carolyn

Meghan Chavalier Transsexual Film Star
Meghan is a beautiful beautiful transgender.... just beautiful.. Carolyn

Transsexual Jaqueline
A Beautiful Transgender to Enjoy!!!

Transgender Pop Group

The newest Pop Group from South Korea! Manufactured Transgender Pop Group 'Lady' Set to Debut http://english.chosun.com/w21data/html/news/200503/200503270008.html Pretty pop princesses are a dime a dozen, but meet ¡°Lady,¡± not your typical girly group. These four foxy sirens are creating media frenzy as they poise to take the entertainment industry by storm. Korea's first transgender group is set to release its debut album in a Euro-dance style. And its members -- Sine, Sahara, Binu and Yoona -- born as 'he's are now 'she's with looks that many natural-born women would kill for. "We love chocolate, shopping and gossip. Mentally we were always women, the only difference being that we changed something physical, simply we are women with an extra scar," said one group member. And Lady's agency is banking on this with the manufactured group. In fact, the decision to create a transgender quartette is already reaping a marketing pay off. It's hard to believe that the members of lady aged 22 through 29 had to compete with other transgender contenders in an audition, where they say, almost 400 other showed up for their shot at fame. "Many people are speculating that you are trying to cash in on the novelty of being transgendered, but many are skeptical about if you have any talent, what do you say to that?" "Soon we'll show everyone what we've got on stage." Part of the paparazzi can be owed to the pioneering role of the Korean singer Harisu, who successfully created a niche for transsexuals in the traditionally conservative Korean entertainment industry. All post-op transgenders, the members of Lady say that they are hoping to find acceptance from the public, having been warmly embraced by their families. "It was hard for them at first, but now they support me." "I was very fortunate, when I became an adult and went to get my gender reassignment surgery, my whole family came to support me." But in a fickle industry their long-term popularity will depend on the quality of music they deliver, and only time will tell. Waiting in the wings until the curtains go up on their big debut, each day is spend to the hilt, focusing on preparation, and for now they are just "ladies, in waiting.¡± Arirang TV Beautiful. I am all for it! Carolyn

A Fun Video of Crazy Cats!

I love the smooth silky way cats walk and run.... and here are some really crazy cats to enjoy! ciao ciao Carolyn Why not earn some cash at your PC??? Click Here!

If you have a chance, see this documentary of a transgender....

I liked this movie so I want to post it. Here is the link and info. LOGOonline.com : Documentaries : The Opposite Sex: Jamie's Story : Overview: " In this intimate depiction of a woman undergoing a male-to-female transition, Jamie reveals the process she will go through from taking hormones to coming out to her family and friends to the sex reassignment surgery. Born as Jim in a small town in Michigan, Jamie faces criticisms and rejections ... Jamie, 47 a male-to-female gender reassignment candidate, formerly known as Jim, was an all-around man's man from a small town in Michigan. Jamie chased girls, raced cars and built... ciao ciao Carolyn

Something BEAUTIFUL for a Transgender!!!

The Happy Life of a Transsexual Beauty 2006-06-01 15:33:40 CRIENGLISH.com On May 20th, 24-year-old Xin'er married her lover. What makes this marriage more interesting is that Xin'er is a transsexual woman. Xin'er says that when she was a child, at that time a boy, she always felt more like a girl. She liked girls' dresses and high-heeled shoes. At the age eight, she was still using the women's room, but at that time she was criticized by her teacher for doing so. That was when, she really knew she was not considered a girl. But, Xin'er couldn't forget the dream of becoming a real woman. In 2004, she had a surgical operation that helped her realize her dream, and she became the first transsexual person in Jilin Province of northeast China. She came to Beijing after the operation to begin her new life, and this is where she met her husband, Huang Kunlun. When he speaks about their married life, Huang says that they are just as happy as ordinary couples. Though they can't have their own child, Huang says he loves his wife more than anything else. If it's possible, they plan to adopt a child. ---------------------------- I think it is BEAUTIFUL that a transgendered person can find the right partner in life. Beautiful! Carolyn Movies! Movies! Movies! Click Here!

I just saw this list in a blog, and found it interesting because I am planning on having my sex change in Thailand. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Globes' Specialization V1.00 - V1.05 Here u go, hehe, whom I know with my limited knowledge.... Africa = Wild animal life/Diamond /Giold Aussie = Argiculture Brazil = Football/Coffee Brunei = oil Eygpt = Lost Treasure Hunt / Alien culture /Star Chart myth /Star Nagivator Israel = Brightest Business Mind Briton = Superior Education System China = Made in China Colombia = Drug Afganistan = War and Suffering Golden Triangle = Drug Holland = Electronics Giant HongKong = Shopping and Eat and Entertainment India = Budget Software Indonesia = oil Philippines = Maid France = Arts / Famous branding :) /Wine Finland = Handphone Germany = Cars Italy = Sport Car Malaysia = oil Mexico = Kidnap/Drug Korea = Shipbuilding New Zealand = Rest and Relax USA = High Technology and R & D - Many Talented /Wise are there, Humantatrian rights, are u? :)) Japan = Consumer product and high tech living Taiwan = PC component Thailand = Sex industry - transsexual of human meaning sex change. Singapore = Jia Liao Bee - good for nothing, The corruptor and the Corruptee based on personal life realities Swiss = Swiss Bank haha....and neutral /Nevera or dont know what convention LAW and ORDER - JUSTICE Sweden = Buses and Trucks Switerland = Ice Skating Vietnam = Wives for Sale Just my point of view with limited only....hehe...True or False and or Fact or Friction? :)) Cheers ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Carolyn

Some Thoughts......

Well, I have been continuing with my hormones and getting more emotional. Yes, I have mood swings, and the hormones are causing me to hold more water (Hi girls - I'm joining the club!!!) The IPL hair removal is not so efficient with my hair (too much light blonde hair!) and so I am doing IPL with electroysis. So two hair removal sessions per week is really hard on my skin and hard on my wallet. But I do feel happy that I am making progress... finally becoming who I am inside..... That is folks! Just some thoughts on my progress... ciao ciao Carolyn

Breasts again!

Wow! I never thought about doing this... but it does give me some ideas. Carolyn http://www.tvismyfriend.com/YummyMummy.htm

Breast Forms and Breast Enlargement

If you are interested in some ways to naturally enlarge your breasts, here are two possibilities to try out. http://kinggolf.lucille123.hop.clickbank.net http://kinggolf.hteagt.hop.clickbank.net Just as tips.... Carolyn

Yes, these pictures look somewhat dumb. What can I say? That's just me! Carolyn

Yes, I can also party!!!!

Hey, transgenders can also party sometimes, right? ciao ciao Carolyn

Well, it is back to work today....

We just had a long weekend, and now it is back to work. I work for a medical products company selling small plastic devices and some chemical tests for gastroenterology, anesthesia, and central sterilisation departments. Speaking of anesthesia, maybe this picture of me will either knock you out, or put you to sleep! ciao ciao Carolyn

A Beautiful Transgender Contest

A very very beautiful collection of transgendered women can be seen here at the Miss Tiffany Universe contest in Thailand. See http://www.misstiffanyuniverse.com/ ciao ciao Carolyn

Hi I had a request for some more pictures of me as a brunette, and so I will post a few. Honestly, I feel better as a blond, but other people have other opinions. ciao ciao Carolyn